More than 5,600 victims and survivors of child sexual abuse have now shared their experiences with the Truth Project in England and Wales. Of these, 5,440 personal accounts have been analysed for research purposes.
Victims and survivors spoke of sexual abuse taking place in the family home and across a range of institutions such as schools, religious insitutions and foster care, as well as in sports locations and custody. Most victims and survivors said the sexual abuse they experienced started when they were of primary school age. Almost all described some kind of impact as a result of the sexual abuse; as well as mental health, this included victims and survivors’ relationships (54 percent), school or employment (42 percent) and their physical health (27 percent). Nearly half reported having an illness or condition that affects their everyday lives.
The majority of survivors also reported other forms of abuse to the Inquiry, with physical abuse most commonly described; accounts mentioned being punched, choked or dragged by the hair. Psychological abuse, including fear and humiliation, was reported by 29 percent of those who came forward, whilst emotional abuse or entrapment was the third most commonly experienced. Most victims and survivors did not tell anyone about the sexual abuse at the time it was happening.
Alongside the research, today the Inquiry has released its quarterly statistics, providing an update across all areas of its work as well as illustrating the Inquiry’s engagement with victims and survivors over time. A further 80 Experiences Shared with the Truth Project have also been published. Survivors spoke about the barriers they faced in coming forward, describing fears of stigma and not being believed. Many said that even when they tried to report the sexual abuse, they were ignored, threatened, or made to feel it was their fault.
Mayan says ‘I felt guilty like it was my fault anyway … my dad used to say, “It’s because you wear your skirts too short” … that convinced me it was my fault … Why would anyone say something like that?’
Sami-Jo didn’t feel she had the power to say no. She tried avoiding the abuser, and physically fighting him off, but this did not stop him. She says ‘I knew I didn’t have a choice in what was happening to me, but I still feel it might be my fault because I didn’t say no’.
Survivors also talked about changes they hope to see in future, such as greater education and a more open conversation in society about the impact of child sexual abuse. After sharing their account with the Truth Project, many described feelings of empowerment and said that they hoped to help others who had been through a similar experience.
Aparna’s life has been devastated by the sexual abuse she suffered as a child. She says that when she heard about the Truth Project, she knew she had to share her experience. ‘Maybe something good can come out of it.’
The Truth Project is closing in October 2021, but victims and survivors who would like to share their experience can still do so in writing. More information about how to share can be found on the Truth Project website.